#SaveMarinaJoyce

This is it. It's my third blog post. I am so proud of myself. The last time I tried to do something like this, I just did two, left it alone, and forgot about it. But not this time. I mean I forgot about it when I had time to do it, but I think the "update blog every Saturday" thing worked.

Today, instead of speaking about important issues, I'm just going to talk to you guys. I still might end up speaking about important issues, I don't know. Let's see how this goes.

This week, I went to a therapist. But we found out what was wrong with me instead of me pouring out my feelings while playing with cool toys. I found out that I have ADHD, SAD (Social Anxiety Disorder), post-depression, PTSD, and Bipolar. I got medicine for my ADHD, Bipolar, and SAD.

\I'm not really ready to talk about anything yet, but when I am, I will scream it out loud.

The next day, me and my boyfriend went on a (lowkey) date. We sat at a separate table

from his parents and played music trivia on these kiosks. My boyfriend said that he saw Kirstin's name on there (one he was competing against) but it was spelled "Kirsten". And the kiosk i had kept rebooting. Then we shared a chocolate lava cake (my gawd, that was amazing).

That is what I was originally going to write about, but everything came crashing down early this morning.

It was around midnight when I was trying to go to sleep while scrolling through twitter. I saw Yousef (aka FouseyTube) tweet something using the hashtag #SaveMarinaJoyce. Marina was the first youtuber I've ever subscribed to three years ago. She was cute and funny, loved cats, and OWNED her haters. But I realized something was going on on her channel recently.

How could this...

turn to this in the span of just a few weeks?

So I did the worst thing ever and searched all tweets using this hashtag. What I saw horrified me. There were shared articles that BuzzFeed wrote saying that she was found dead. I DM the Mx. Little Queens👑 group chat and we discussed this until we got more information. (She is still alive, BuzzFeed just wrote a hoax article. I think people were thying to bring attention to her to get her help).

I saw that Sam Pepper tweeted about this. (Who I forgave when he apologized, just so he could turn around and stab me in the back)

And I kind of got into a fight with a fan of his.

If you didn't know, Sam Pepper raped Marina Joyce, so he doesn't really have the place to say these things.

Speaking of which, I noticed things started changing a little after when Marina uploaded her talking about it. (https://youtu.be/Vj4wd1aXpwk)

On her most recent video, there are bruises on her arms. Some people believe that her boyfriend abuses her.

In her most recent livestream, a man pokes his head in the room and watches her.

On her latest Q&A video, I commented and tweeted that comment to her, and she liked them.

(I just looked everywhere and can't find it. Twitter likes to delete a bunch of my tweets sometimes and I can't find the comment. But I found two of the tweets she liked in my junk mail.)

A fan commented on a video of hers asking if she was okay. Marina answered "yes :')" then commented "no" and deleted it.

A lot of people noticed that she whispered "help me" within the first few seconds of the video while she was showing off a dress. I didn't hear it, but hundreds of people did.

Here is something else:

And the most recent thing I've seen so far concerning this.

A lot of us believe that someone is in control of her YouTube content and social medias.

I did everything in my power to try to help her, but because we live in differnt countries, I can't do much. If you meet her next week (or whenever the M&G is), please do something to try to help her. It can be like giving her a gift with a card that has a help line on it. I love this little bean too much to see her go through this.

Source: http://www.refinery29.com/2016/07/117998/marina-joyce-youtube-star-danger