It's been almost a year since my last blog post!
And I think I have changed a lot.
In this blog post, i want to update you on my resolution.
My new years resolution was to take care of my metal health no matter what. And I honestly think I reached that goal.
At the beginning of the year, I was in a very dark place. I was self harming and severely depressed. I tried to commit suicide three times in one month.
But I choose to tell someone the second attempt. I told my best friend then, next thing I know, everyone at my youth group knew about it. It was a Wednesday, so they were going to have an intermission with me.
That never happened because three people (one of them being my youth leader) called my mom and then I was baker acted.
I thank God for those people because, if it weren't for them, I would be dead by now.
I'm not going to lie to you. After being baker acted those two times, I have thought about suicide and I have self harmed. Recovery isn't easy, especially if you've been in a dark place for a long time. But it can get better.
Song of the week
Because who doesn't like a gay tune??